Eclipse of the " wounds"

I met you, I became friends with you, I fell in love with you, I was prepared to do anything for you and you threw it in my face now it feels like you were never there,it feels like you never existed, it feels like you were just a figment of my imagination and now I know you were never real, you were just an illusion created by my image of "Mr Perfect". But alas it doesn't matter anymore for I have realized your absence is more present than your existence and I don't have to worry anymore because you're NOTHING but THE PAST.