Petals of an oxeye daisy....I love him, I love him not

Do u eva get dis feelin dat u lyk som1 nd then suddenly u dnt lyk them anymre nd then d next thin u knw ur crazy abt them nd then u go thru d first cycle once again nd u start feelin lyk ur on a ferris wheel. Yup ur nt alone..... sometimes I wish we culd be our own psychologist so we wudnt hav to go thru d stress of thinkin too much. I mean we r supposed to learn from our mistakes rite bt wat if that mistake repeats itself....what happens then ??

Each tym I think abt u I see myself picking off the petals of an oxeye daisy tryin to decide the truth abt my feelings for u bt I neva seem to get a definite answer. I know Im nt perfect bt sometimes I wish i culd make perfect decisions so I wudnt hav to hurt u. I feel lyk there's an alarm clock right where my heart is supposed to be, when it rings my love button for u goes on nd when it goes off the button goes off as well, I wish i knew when the alarm wuld go off again so i culd stop it and i wudnt hav to hurt u again. I'm sorry I hurt u, I'm sorry I made u sad nd I'm sorry u had to fall for me......... If i do find a way to stop that alarm from ringing again, I'll stop it, dat I promise u, bt until then I remain ur one nd only Ms. "SMALL BUT MIGHTY" HEHE :P